neverlookback.

trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward.

boys like you are a dime a dozen.

albert camus once wrote,
“blessed are the hearts that can bend. they shall never be broken.”
but i wonder….
if there’s no breaking, then there’s no healing.
and if there’s no healing, then there is no learning.
and if there’s no learning, then there’s no struggle.
but the struggle is a part of life, so must all hearts be broken?
- lucas scott OTH

nothing to do
nowhere to be
a simple little kind of free
nothing to do
no one but me
and that’s all i need
and this is not to say
there never comes a day
i’ll take my chances and start again
and when i look behind
on all my younger times
i have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong.

j.m. <3
stocked to see you in august.

realization time.
i exist more now than i did five months ago.
and i have left myself with the hope that the expansion of myself —
the magnification that i have now realized is life,
is indeed an act of worth in this world.
even if that life, at this one particular time, happens to be nobody’s but my own. begger’s can’t be choosers,
which means that everything actually will work out in the end like it’s meant to.
and when it does, it will be basically amazing.
i’ve accepted this. (on most days).
and it’s not about forgetting, i’ve realized that’s a word that is simply not possible.
it’s about living the life you love just the way you want to.
with the people that make you the happiest.

find a special place and time for the past.
let it be your guide to something bigger and better.
whatever that may be.
in the process, i hope the past doesn’t forget me either.
and if it does, well, fuck you too.

peace&love.